Hello my beloved SAES players,
I am Johnny English, I am playing since 2017, this message is for those whom I acquainted with and those who cared for me, as well as those who I cared for.
I wanted to bid you all farewell now that I am going to discontinue playing.
Let's say that something extremely horrible has happened in my personal life, under no circumstances can I disclose what that thing is and it is the reason why I am going to discontinue spending time on this lovely community.
I have respected you all throughout this journey and have tried my level best to give to the server. I emotionally request you all to respect me in return and please refrain from posting content which may emotionally damage me any further, I now stand on the precipice of ruin and everything is in ashes. I am not exaggerating or attention whoring here. I have done my best for the server and I had many plans but this sudden change in aspect has ruined everything else, I am mentally robbed of my senses and circumstances have pushed me to make horrible decisions which now have screwed me up. So, there it is. Goodbye, my friends. I know that this is a rather unforeseen consequence for those whom I have recently been with but I have no choice in the recent actions, another thing is my health has deeply decayed due to not paying attention to my body and that only but adds to my current troubles. I personally want to thank those who helped me throughout this fun journey we had together, you did nothing but only try to improve fun for me on the hours I spent on this server. To those who hate me, though I doubt there won't be much ( I hope ) I am sorry for being the reason of your anger and loathe, I hope you forgive me and we may end this cursed cycle of hate.
Dear Leader/HQ (s) of my current server memberships, I want to thank you for giving me the chance to be one of you and unlock more fun for me while I enjoyed on the server. I sincerely hope that you may find it in yourself to consider me as out of service and not disband me from the groups, I deeply thank you once again.
That's about it, but I want you guys to know that all is not over for me, if I am able to survive current conditions then there is little hope for me to get back on my personal life's normal status, this means that there is little, sparse, minute, negligibly small hope that I am going to be able to fix things, but it may take at least a year or two and that means that there is a possibility that I can return to normal conditions, hence be able to play SAES again in my free time. I do hope that I attempt the impossible and fix things up, I really want to keep playing with you guys, the community I love. The place where I can freely express myself and have fun.
I bid you now farewell, if not, then see you guys after quite a while. I want to play again, I hope you do not change or forget me, I do not want time to damage everything I have spent time on for.
Good luck, my friends for your future aspirations and missions. I hope you find success and I hope I may find a little help in my deranged life. Thank you for being there, even if you didn't want or mean to.
Please remember that I write this only because I respect the hell out of each of you, please show me some respect and do not post replies which can cause me more trouble than I currently am in, I will not be able to take it.
To those who don't have it, I'm on discord as JohnnyEnglish#5229
Goodbye, or see you later ( I hope )
A player of San Andreas Emergency Services in Multi Theft Auto.
PS : I do not know if I can but I will try my best to at least stay active on social media handles, I think it mostly will be discord. There is a minute possibility that I may even join the game but it won't be from my condition and I suggest would be once a few months just to say hi or check out you guys. Love y'all.