Alright now I've got the proper time to reply.
In simple terms, show us you deserve to start climbing the ladder or whatever shit I put basically means there's insecurities about whether the gang will survive or not.
The pending month basically just allows us to see if you're still alive by the end of it however from the attitude above I can definitely see that pending was exactly the right call. Now you've got a choice to either A) Prove us wrong and survive the month continuing what you're doing. B) Prove us right, carry on moaning and close it.
I hope for SSBs sake you choose the right choice there.
Secondly, if you do have any queries as usual, this is not the place to do so. You can contact the GM team directly rather than making such topics.